Category: I Want to be an Idol!

  • CNIWTBAI 250 END

    Why do we sing? At times, as I found myself humming a tune unconsciously, I would wonder about that. At what point, and in what way, was music discovered? There’s no clear record of its origin. The ancient Greeks, it is said, sang drunkenly to praise Dionysus, the god of wine. In that case, the…

  • CNIWTBAI 249

    Late at night. After the encounter with the Star Hated by All, the Demon God returned to the room where he was staying with Vanessa Bernstein. Just as he was trying to step quietly so as not to wake Vanessa Bernstein, who was lying in bed, “Did you really think I’d be asleep?” The sound…

  • CNIWTBAI 248

    Why is there no god in Hell? The Demon God had long pondered that question. Everything in this world was created by the Savior Who Is One and All. There were gods who governed the winds, gods who embodied babbling streams, gods for every aspect of existence. And yet, why was there no god in…

  • CNIWTBAI 247

    That’s… Swallowing hard, I thought to myself. …Is that the Demon God? Beyond the wings of Saetbyeol and Mika, I glimpsed the Demon God’s figure. By the time Madogin, Vanessa Bernstein, and I arrived at the rooftop, the conversation was already well underway. Mika, noticing us, turned around and put his index finger to his…

  • CNIWTBAI 246

    Why was evil created? The Star Hated by All had pondered this question for a long time. The Savior Who Is One and All positioned Himself as the embodiment of goodness and thus created evil in contrast. Without evil, goodness could not be solidified. In constructing this world, the existence of demons was indispensable. Just…

  • CNIWTBAI 245

    <Is this the room where Vanessa Bernstein and the Demon God are staying?> At The Star Hated by All’s question, The Archangel Who Cast Down the King of Hell nodded. <Sharing a room, I see. They must be quite close.> The Star murmured with a faint smile. Considering the Demon God’s circumstances, making a contract…

  • CNIWTBAI 244

    Inside the hotel banquet hall. As Madojin, the members, and I stood on the photo line, camera flashes exploded. “Mr. Ryu Eunyul, could we get a comment, please?” The reporters’ questions quickly followed. “As one of the winners of CYB’s domestic competition this season, Vanessa Bernstein must hold special significance for you. You might even…

  • CNIWTBAI 243

    A few days later, in the hotel lobby in Yeouido. The members and I were riding in a car driven by The Star Hated by All as we entered the underground parking lot. An employee, already aware of our visit, guided us to the designated parking space. I adjusted my mask, preparing myself. When I…

  • CNIWTBAI 242

    Early morning. The members, including myself, were gathered around the table at the dorm, having breakfast. “Nothing but greens…” Jeong Noeul sighed as he poked at his salad. “We’ve got a big performance coming up. Couldn’t we pay a little more attention to nutrition?” Han Iro hyung? he added. Jeong Noeul grumbled with a sullen…

  • CNIWTBAI 241

    A hotel suite in Yeouido. The Demon God sat at the table, reviewing the upcoming schedule with a laptop open. The steady click of the mouse tickled his ears, and as he glanced toward the bathroom where water continued to splash, he clicked his tongue. ‘She’s taking forever.’ Checking his watch, he saw that Vanessa…